i am so down right now. and i did not get out of bed until 30 minutes ago and have a midterm in one hour.
i’m so unprepared and normally i’d be panicking but i’m so numb that i’m not.
I would just like to say fuck you to everyone who made me feel inadequate growing up and ruining my self esteem for years. You all suck and I’m glad I don’t talk to any of you any more.